honestly, all i've been able to think about for the past few weeks is just diapers. i've been really getting into them (and abdl in general) a lot more lately. they've become such a big comfort and kink for me. i used to not really be into them as much, funny enough. not even for normal age regression. i don't know what finally converted me into them, but i'm happy for it.
i really wanna invest in some in the future, of course first when i move out and away from my parents. i guess i'll try out abuniverse's stuff? since i've always seen those around a lot and the designs they have are superrrrr cute. i wanna buy one of their hats too, maybe the husky or giraffe one.
i've gotten the confidence to start drawing characters in diapers too, its been so fun. i'll start adding those pieces onto my gallery here at some point in the future. it'll probably be mostly twisted wonderland characters for now since that's what i've mainly been imagining.
out of all the twst characters i feel like idia, riddle, epel, silver, and malleus would wear them. they're all littles to me. i've been really getting into shroudcest lately so ortho would definetely be idia's caregiver. riddle i feel like would either have floyd or trey and cater as his caregivers. epel would have vil and rook as his mommy and daddy (i really love the idea of vil being a mother figure). silver and malleus would both have lilia being their papa caregiver but silver also would have sebek as like an older brother figure.
i wanna eventually make a fanfiction page to write about this stuff (and also for my other adult writing as well). i have a lot of kinky ideas and specific headcanons for each character and their dynamics.
anyway, while on the topic of abdl stuff, its brought me a lot of joy embracing this side of myself. it lets me be a kid again and forget about the stresses my big self has. i get to go back to my childhood and embrace all the stuff i loved and did as a kid. and sometimes, i get to engage in some kinky fun while doing so to cater to my adult side as well.